another song.
U2
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 8:29 PM
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You're a hardworking individual enshrouded by an overwhelming sense of mystery, beauty, and intrigue. Though always on the go, you keep focused, helping - often rapturing - those you meet.
Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 4:27 PM
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Oh man
God, I hate being sick. I woke up at 7:05 am feeling fine. A little groggy and sleepy, but otherwise ok. I take a shower, brush my teeth, ride to the store to pick up lunch and some drinks (the prices were raised too much to buy from the vending machines at work) and off I go to work. Only took me 11.2 minutes to get to work. Not bad for the mileage I have to ride. I get there, sign on the phones, and take 2 calls. I start feeling bad, so I rush to be bathroom and womit. Yuck. I wash my face, go back to sit down. My temp supervisor (filling in for a boss I think is canned) comes over and asks me if I can show him how to do something. (which is sad, because I'm the one who trained him, and this means he's forgotten everything I've taught him.) I show him some stuff, takes me about 1/2 an hour, then he's like, girl, you look like hell. Go home. So I call Damian and tell him I'm on my way. Took me 900 billion hours to go home, and once I get here, Damian is ready for me. Has the house cool, but not cold. Has crackers and sprite ready for me. *sigh* I'm spoiled. Now here I sit, because I'm feeling too crappy to sleep, writing to you. Don't you feel so special? To know I feel like hell, but still think of my readers. (ok, so I'm reaching) and I need to rest. I'll type at you all again later.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:56 AM
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Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:43 PM
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Think of Laura
As promised, my song for Mart. Mart, I love you hon. I miss you like crazy. Life has been difficult at times, joyous at others, but I've always felt you near.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:28 PM
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*yawns*
Ok, I'm exhausted. Just flat exhausted. But I have to type this out. For some reason, I've been thinking of someone all day. So, I'll now take the time to tell you about them. LOL. Because I know aaaaaaaall of you people want to know. Ok, when I was 18 I had two very good friends. One named Rosetta, and one named Margaret. Now, Margaret was the type of woman that just had to smile and your day would be better. Well, 3 days after my 20'th birthday, she was killed. Rose and Mart were going to alb. In my car. Rose, being stupid, was passing a loaded feed truck on a no passing part of highway at a speed of 84 miles per hour. The feed truck turned into the passenger side of the car, where mart was sitting. Mart died instantly. Rose had nary a scratch. My car was totaled.I've been thinking of mart all day. God I miss her. She was such a wonderful woman. *sigh* my head is pounding. I think I'll go to bed. Tomorrow, I'm going to put a song up that reminds me of Mart. The song is called 'Think of Laura', and it's by Christopher Cross. I'll post the song, and the words tomorrow. For now, good night all. Hugs and kisses. *smiles*
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 10:35 PM
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*smiles*
Good Day. sorta. Damian and I went to be like 20 minutes after I wrote my blog. LOL. Working so much sorta has my brain fried. Oh well. Today was long and slow. Kind odd. I usually take over a hundred calls a day. Today I took 83. That's just not right. However, the tqm came to me and asked me if I would like to work 30 days in quality. WOULD I????? OMG!!! YES YES YES!!! For those of you who don't know, quality is a big big big step up from where I am now. WOOOHOOO! My resume needed this. Big time. So, I'm happy. And tired. And tomorrow is without a doubt a 12 hour day. Ugh.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 10:09 PM
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Wow, am I tired.
Ok, a huge long day. Ugh. I'm beat. I need to beg damian to go to bed. *sigh* we probably won't go to bed for at least 2 hours. I'm gonna die. Working 900 hours a week on 1/2 an hour of sleep. *cries* I'm gonna die. :(
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:18 PM
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A song that reminds me of someone special.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:20 PM
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Long week next week
Ok peeps. For those of you who actually read this, I will be working 900 hours next week. Alternating 12 and 10 hour shifts. So, if you need me, I'll be working. Just leave me an offline message, or an email, and I'll get back with you as soon as I can.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 9:40 PM
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Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 1:37 PM
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Good Morning.
Ah yes. Finally. A day off. Now, what to do with it? LOL. I can a) sit here depressed all day, listening to sad music and cry all day. Or b) I can talk to someone I love, who I know will make me smile. Or c) I can do b, and go out with a friend tonight at 5pm. I pick C. Funny, I actually feel better after not being in chat for awhile. I guess chat was making me more depressed than I thought. That, and work has me upset. I'm working alternating 10 and 12 hour shifts. Unlimited ot is wonderful. However, I am a little upset.I think they fired my boss. He's a good boss, not an ass like most people. He knows what I'm capable of, after all, we both went thru the same training. I honestly think he got fired because he let me do stuff that he wasn't suppose to let me do. I'm not sure tho. I need to call him and find out. I think I'll do that. Right now. LOL. Now I know what I'm gonna do with my day. *grins*
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 1:12 PM
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Are you a Reason, Season, or a Lifetime?
900 billion years ago I gave this to a wonderful friend, whom I love very much. Just recently they reminded me how wonderful it is to be truly loved for who you are. No matter what. That is true friendship. *smiles*
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 1:00 AM
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Depression
Wow. Betrayal. Amazing how when you bust your ass to help someone, you're god's gift to the world..And when they no longer need you're help, you're a piece of shit, and all the work that you put into everything is shit. Oh how fast they turn. God, I'm nothing but a carpet to them. Oh man.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:22 PM
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lol. this is so me
How to make a california_s
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 11:15 PM
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Me and You
This song is very special to my heart. For some reason, it's always touched me in ways that no other song has. It reaches thru the darkness of life, and soothes my soul, telling me that out there, somewhere, there is hope. To all I love, this song is for you.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 12:11 AM
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Ugh
It's amazing to me how fast my depression can set in. Just 2 days ago I was feeling fine. Now?? Don't ask. Life sucks ass. Why in the hell didn't I do the job properly when I was younger??????? Why the hell can't I do it now??? *sigh*
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 10:37 PM
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Wow.
I just realized, i don't type for days and days, then when i do, it's huuuuuge. lol. not that any one reads this anyway. *sigh* oh well.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 3:12 PM
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Turmoil amongst us in CC1
Ok, I think what Lil meant by that, is do you have faith in the system that we've developed for this group? I, for one, believe that this system will work, once it's set up and tested. It's not the system that is faulty, it's the people behind it. Right now, because it's new, no one knows what they can do, when they can do it, how they can do it, or even what the 'it' is that they want/need/feel should be done. This group has a foundation. A strong one. It's been shaken. It's been beat up on. But it's still there. That's how you know what you've set up is a lasting and true foundation, rather than just a half hearted tent thrown together in the middle of the storm. I can look at the remianing members, and know that this group is meaningful, and worth something. Not just because I like the members that are here, but because they were strong enough to stay. Because they looked thru the troubles that we have had, and have found the true meaning of this group. This group isn't about everyone being friends, or about everyone being nice. It's about CC1 being YOUR chat room. This isn't Lil's group. It's OUR group. From people who've been here for years like Billy, on down to our newest prostpect, Hang. This is his group. This is Billy's group. This is CC1's group. To those that have left our group, should they realise that leaveing wasn't something they should have done, and come back, then it's one more loyal and tru member added to the backbone of this group. Because, honestly, the members are the backbone of this group. And if some members don't come back because they can't cut the mustard of supporting this group when it needs their support the most, then we were better off filling our ranks with people who can. I know, I'm rambleing, however, I'm extremely disappointed in some of the now gone members. I feel like they stayed long enough to help wreak havok, and then left when they couldn't deal with the crap they started. And I'm saddened to think that people are hurt because of it.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 3:09 PM
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tomorrow's friday. woohoo
*sigh* tomorrow is friday, thank god. it's also a 12 hour day, which sucks. but at least it's friday. and i do have 3 days off in a row to spend time with damian, and love on him. and kiss him. and tell him he's the best thing on earth. ok..i really haven't been spending time on this like i wanted to. now, let me tell you people, (for those who actually take the time to look at this, lol,) about me. My real name is California Stryker. of course, i do have middle names, however they are too many to list, all 4 of them. i'm 24 years old, and turn 25 in august. i've been married for 4 years to a wonderful man named Damian Stryker. ok. i think this is enough for tonight.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 12:00 AM
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looong day
ok, loooooooong days of work. i'm exhausted. these 12 hour days kick my booty. but at least tomorrow is only 8 hours, and then i can rest at home. then monday is 12 hours, and is also my friday. ugh. thank god. this has been a long week, lol for a four day week. ok..time to rest.
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 12:23 AM
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ok. lets try this again! lol
alrighty. lets try this again. rotfl. woohoo. i have a blog. (again)
Thoughts in Miss Megumi's mind @ 2:15 PM
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